The Night Before The Departure

In just a few hours, I’ll be seated in 24G. I don’t know who will be to my right or my left—strangers—but I’m nervous, even with my sisters just a seat away and the love of the most caring parents anyone could have. I’m nervous for the flight, but that doesn’t outweigh my excitement.

New places to stand in, new sights my eyes will finally see in real life. New people to meet. It all feels so grand, and I’m so thankful for this moment—the calm before the storm. I lie in bed, downloading music to carry me away to another world during the ten-hour flight.

Today, I got a call that my mom was headed to the hospital. Knowing I’ll be so far away while she’s not feeling well makes my stomach twist. But she has my dad, and our prayers are strong. She’s home now, discharged and resting. All will be okay.

I know when I return, I’ll be a different woman. I can already feel myself shapeshifting into someone new—someone I love. I have the power to be the greatest version of myself, and these experiences will help me become her even more.

I love my life.

I should get some sleep now. Goodnight.

– Marihanna