6/365

Missed my morning walk yet again..second time in a row. It's just excuses now at this point. It's so warm in my bed but I have to just get up and do it. I kept getting today confused with the 7th maybe something good is happening tomorrow! That's a good way to look at it. I'm trying not to get burnt out. Life is good, my life is good and I am grateful with all that is surrounding me at this time in my life. I have no need to want anything else more. The realization I am going to Costa Rica in July hit me. I am putting together an outfit list. I hope Trump gets out of office ASAP. He needs to go. I try to ignore all of what he is doing but it's just so gross in the states right now. But really not trying to pour my energy into that and just trying to better my self and health. The fact my appointment is coming up is scaring me a whole lot than I thought. I am scared. I have a biopsy coming up next week and I just it's scary. I am praying that everything turns out okay and I'm cleared but the worst keeps playing over and over. I just need to breathe. It will all be okay. Just like my little says, "It's okay, I'm okay." Goodnight.

-Marihanna